All The Great Things Come

It's been a while since I've last made a blog, and now, I have all the time in the world once again. To all my readers out there, I hope you'd still read this. Of course, I would want to express all my gratitude from all the great things that had happened to me recently. This is just one of the many. February to up to now has been a blast for me. I have been busy for the past few months and now it's summer!!

At the end of January, busy work has come to us. I participated in a lot of activities which wasn't a stress for me. Yeah, I got tired and all, but it's all the fun I'm getting that makes it worth of my energy.

Despite all the fun I'm getting, I've also gone through a depressed stage. I thought I wouldn't make it, but still I did. And this time, it's all my efforts. I have not seek for help or any aid for my depressing state. I don't want to depress any others right? So, I kept it all to myself. 

Anyways, all the posts I'm going to post after this are those memories I would want to share with you. Let me tell you how special a few months has gone for me. It's more than what I deserve and I hope it might strike you to do the same activities I've joined in.

Skylar Astin

I just can't stop watching Pitch Perfect and the more I watch this movie for n times, the more I fall in love singing and most especially, Skylar Astin.

The first time I watched the movie, Skylar who acted as Jessie, didn't even appeal to me. He's just a guy who sings amazingly that girls go gaga for listening to his voice and not see for what he looks. But, the tables have turned... And I seriously can't get enough of him. All my existing wallpapers are pictures of him singing or rather pictures that I just googled a few days ago!! He appears to be so handsome to me now, and I get mad with people who tells me that he's not that attractive! Mygad!! His voice + his appeal + his movements + his hair + his kindness through looks + his looks ... Why can't I not want him???

I love him so so much! And I am seriously fangirling right now. This happens once in my lifetime. Oh, he is so honored to be fanned by me. Kidding.

I'm just sad that he's 8 years older than me. I thought he was in my age since in the movie they just got into their college. But I realized that the education of our country is different from the States so they would be a lot older than us even if we're on the same degree.

I just want to post this since I really really really am a fan of him. No doubt.

These are just some pictures saved on my iTouch. <3

Analgesia

Failure to feel pain.

The most memorable word for me while studying General Psychology. It may seem so scientific since it has its 'normal' definition, but it much more makes sense when it's said in one word. It defines myself. Of course, I feel all the pain in the world, I don't doubt that but I somehow possess this. Well, in some cases, as May know.

Failure to feel pain... It still keeps me thinking if it is sad if you can't feel pain? Most people that feels pain may even wish for this. It's really hard when you feel pain all the time, you just want that to go away. I like the word. I hope I possess this even if not all of my sensory parts of the body, it's just amazing when I can't be totally problematizing those problems coming. But rather take it as a huge change and I can make an effort of solving it.

Being lazy may even appear to be pain. So, when studying, having Analgesia may be a big advantage. So may advantages but there exists the same amount of disadvatages, take a look on some stories about this abnormality.

It may interest you. ;)

Given Up

I give up. I give with our professor. One thing I most hate about school is when it's already really hard to get the topics of a certain subject and somehow your professor adds up to the hardness of the subjects they're teaching. I can't believe this. I can't believe that those we look up to, to teach us, are the reasons we don't study at all. I never felt this feeling before that I really gave up the subject and just stopped responding to a professor's work load. I try really hard when I know i'd still be able to get my deserved score, but when I sense that nothing's going to happen and all my efforts may not be seen, then I might as well give up on her subject.

I don't know her logic of teaching! Who would be able to understand her if her attitude's not the right model to look up to?

I don't want to study or an effort of even reading her topics since I both don't like the subject and I don't like her. I won't even bother opening the book anymore. I lost my patience, my dignity, my name and all that comes with it with her. I don't mind her words anymore. Every word goes out on my other ear when it tries to go in the other. It makes no sense that we study if she herself doesn't appreciate the little things that we remember.

Rant post. I'm just tired of trying to understand her and her subject.

Let Go

Sometimes, you just can't let go of things you want to let go to. The reason why? It's unknown. It may be because of something that keeps you from believing that it's still coming back or it's just an illusion that you still have hope of them going back for you. It may or may not be back but the thing is, you believe in something. It's hard when you just free yourself from all those illusions and just leaves you with nothing to have faith in. You hold on, because you believe, you have faith, you don't want to let go. 

Maybe it's time for me to really move on. Move on from what I believe is still there but it's not already. I just think I need to stop this illusion and already accept reality as it is. 

But for this to be accomplished, now's the time to find the reason to move on. If in holding on, you have this reason unknown, then there should be an equal or bigger amount of reason for moving, for a person to be able to really move on and be able to let go.

It's hard but you can make it easy. Stop thinking it's hard and stop thinking of what ifs, 'cause what ifs are worse than what's next. ;)

Pitch Perfect

This movie just moved me like woah!! I know this hasn't been showed in the theater yet but I was too desperate to watch it. A lot of people have already told me to watch it since it's all about acapella choir singing. And not only that they sing, but also they dance as they sing, which totally added to my obsession of watching it.

The movie started with a few performances from the two singing groups that continue to be competitive with each other. One was an all boys group which sang and danced really well and sexy. Eye-dropping I tell you. And the other one's an all female's chor, which really wasn't appealing since the soloist vomitted in front of thousands of people watching.

Anyway, the movie's all about singing and dancing, taking risks rather than staying in tradition. The story revolved around a mysterious girl namely Becca. She tends to push away people that care about her. One scene even touched me. His dad saying "But it's lonely, when you push them away."

Later on Becca learned to love those people who care about her. She joined the all female singing group and started a new tradition of taking risks. The group won in the finals after getting another chance of getting into the semi finals with the disqualification of the other opposing group. It's a really good and new start fot the Bellas.

Perfect Pitch made me miss my former club or choir. After those 4 years of being involved in a very family like group, I wouldn't miss out an opportunity to be with them again. And so, after watching this movie, our conductor suddenly contacted us about joining my former club once again to sing with them. I am so glad hearing this kind of news. So glad that I even worked on my book report very early and finished it in an instant.

So inspiring. <3 data-blogger-escaped-br="br">

Christmas 2012

They say this is our last year here on Earth.But, I say it's not. They say it's already the end of the world. But, I say it's not. They say we won't even be able to reach Christmas day. But, I say it's not.

6 days left and it's Christmas again. For the past 17 years that I have been living, there are 16 christmas days that is on my track. But, just a few that I think is special, which a few is easily forgotten. As time passes by, the Christmas aura slowly depreciates.

16 Christmas Days and not one of it was totally a memorable day for me. It's just the same for me every year. But, this year, I noticed something. It might sound disappointing but I can really feel how people are having a hard time. Natural calamities have showed up, crime rates still rising, death rate still increasing and so much more. 

Why? Why now? Why be frequent when everyone wants to enjoy? 

It's not just these encounters that become problems but most of all the economy of our country. We may think or the president may think that our economy's slowly leveling up, but I think it's not. As you can see, when I was still a kid, I easily get amazed with the Christmas lights on the streets. Happy children that are playing around. Working or business people enjoying their work. It's just so much fun to watch them.

Now, it has become the opposite of what I imagined. I expected. I expected Christmas lights hanging around trees, or the outside of the houses. I expected children playing and their parents getting angry because there's so dirty from playing. Workers that enjoy. No. 

You know what I saw? Disappointing but we have to accept. I have to accept the fact that Christmas is not the same as before. Christmas lights are just a blur. In the 15 houses passed by only ONE has Christmas lights or pattern. Instead of happy children playing outside, I saw a wake on the side of the street I'm passing through. The wake? The wake's for I think a 5 year old child. A FIVE YEAR OLD CHILD who passed away. Working people? Oh, you don't want to bother them while they're catching the train. You'll end up being scold at. 

Where's Christmas? Why can't I see it this year? Why can't I feel it even if the breeze is already there. Bring it back. I don't want future generations to suffer just because we didn't continue our ancestors ways. 

Me being part of a society of the boundary between the children and the adults, I can say that we need to move. We need to bring those back. We need to bring happiness and the essence of Christmas back where it began. It might not be exactly the same as before but we have to try redoing the past.