I give up. I give with our professor. One thing I most hate about school is when it's already really hard to get the topics of a certain subject and somehow your professor adds up to the hardness of the subjects they're teaching. I can't believe this. I can't believe that those we look up to, to teach us, are the reasons we don't study at all. I never felt this feeling before that I really gave up the subject and just stopped responding to a professor's work load. I try really hard when I know i'd still be able to get my deserved score, but when I sense that nothing's going to happen and all my efforts may not be seen, then I might as well give up on her subject.
I don't know her logic of teaching! Who would be able to understand her if her attitude's not the right model to look up to?
I don't want to study or an effort of even reading her topics since I both don't like the subject and I don't like her. I won't even bother opening the book anymore. I lost my patience, my dignity, my name and all that comes with it with her. I don't mind her words anymore. Every word goes out on my other ear when it tries to go in the other. It makes no sense that we study if she herself doesn't appreciate the little things that we remember.
Rant post. I'm just tired of trying to understand her and her subject.
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