Awkward

Awkward is a series which somehow changed my perspective in life. It's just like how I thought of How I Met Your Mother was. Those were really good stories to be shared in public. They inspire people to follow their own decisions and not just go on without thinking. Well, that's what I learned. I learned to be more sensitive about the people around me. In some cases, I actually see myself in the character of Jenna (Awkward) or in Robin (HIMYM). I don't know, but I'm pretty sure their feelings were a bit of the same thing as mine. So, whatever they do or they end up thinking is also my decision to make. Do I pursue or not?

That's the real question, I don't really know what I want in life. I'm often confused but not physically. This is also the reason why I'd rather help other people than help myself; because I don't know what I want to have or do in life. I don't have this sense of direction and I just keep on waiting for the things that will happen right now; unexpectedly or not. Things may kinda be weird for me these past days but the what the heck. God made me as a person to be happy even if I'm confused. He gave me the gift of understanding and handling these kinds of stuff. I'm the only person who can help myself. I'd rather be in a situation like this than be awkwardly in a moment which I will regret.

Maybe, this is just not the right time to think about everything and just wait for the moment to come when I can easily think about what to do next.