"That Boy"

I know he will read this soon, so I might as well anticipate all his comments after. The name will not be exposed due to some invalid reasons. Or let's just keep his life in private. I'm posting this because I've recently opened up a lot of my stories back when I was in highschool or the summer before college. Those stories are not stories to be shared, most especially if you two are from the opposite genders. I have my own perceptions in life in which my emotions are totally involved and him having to have logical answers and decisions for my unexpected problems.

Being able to share these kinds of stuff is something, because I am 100% sure already that I can really trust this person on maintaining all my secrets, secrets. He has this certain kind of aura that makes people trust him. We've just known each other for 4 months and I have shared everything that had happened to me already. Well, maybe because I'm always with him. And he really is approachable.

I just can't believe the fact that those stories he has told me were that vicious. When you see him, I'm sure you won't imagine him doing those kinds of stuff. Those stuff that makes people worry about him. It's just so bothering that from how happy he is right now, he came from a tragic history no one would ever thought of him going through it. 

All his ups and downs were present and you can't think of ways of how he was able to handle those days. He's that special. He can do anything. He can even comfort me with my problems, I hope this continues. I also hope that he's also fine with whatever's on his mind right now.

I'm glad that we both have found our ways to entertain ourselves. I know both of us is in dire need of the scent of moving on. So, this wild idea of ours such as teasing each other with each other also and almost faking some kind of relationship we don't even know. A lot of people are falling for our trap and they even think that we're together even if we're not.

Even when we talk privately, we make up this small jokes about being jealous or mad or breaking up or cooling off. Just like a serious couple. Again, just LIKE a serious couple. I'm actually having fun with this kind of faking. Seems so real but it's not. In short, I'm falling for the trap also. HAHA. But, whatever, as long as both of us are okay with it then everything's still at place. If something terrible happens, then I'm sure someone's falling for someone already. EHEM.

Anyway, I know he's not just THAT BOY. He's someone you need to treasure as a friend. No matter how weird he can be, there's always a way to look at him normally. It matters most that he calls himself with something not THAT but more of a perfect guy. 

I have a goal that's why I made this. This is for you. ;) 

Smile like there's no tomorrow, because today is more than just a yesterday.

I'm always here remember that.